When Life Doesn't Stop; Making Time For Your Dreams

“In creating, the only hard thing’s to begin; a grass-blade’s no easier to make than an oak.”

James Russell Lowel

I have lived with an idea for a book for over eight years. Of course the inspiration hit me just as I became pregnant for our first son – right at the dawn of a new age of monumental time consumption. But over the years of considering and thinking about this idea, I realized that never does a spark of inspiration hit just as you are about to go to a divine lake retreat for three weeks of uninterrupted creative time. Never. Last spring, I realized that I had three main obstacles that were looming over me and making me more than procrastinate, they were causing a paralysis: time, task, and comparison.

I have been part of International Arts Movement for over 10 years. IAM is an arts organization not just for artists, but for anyone who has a desire to rehumanize their sphere of influence; to creatively make it more good, true and beautiful. I have always come away from their conferences feeling inspired and motivated to be a better person in every area of my life. But the last two conferences were especially significant to me as they helped put legs to something my heart had desired for many years – to write.

Makoto Fujimura, painter and founder of IAM, says that when he paints, it creates time in his schedule because it feeds his soul. It made me think about time to create in a whole new dimension. I had thought about time linearly: time out equals time gone. There is not enough time to get the things done merely to survive, let alone the seemingly luxurious time to write. But what it – what if– time to create didn’t take away, but added? I had also toyed with the idea of waiting until a more perfect time arrived. I know – it’s laughable. I knew there was no such thing as a perfect time, yet I still deliberated over it.

And who hasn’t thought of writing a book? Millions of us have. It’s on many of our bucket lists: get a book published. Whether that is from a desire of status, accomplishment, or because we have something we must say… I’m not sure. But for me, whatever the motivation, the task itself seemed gargantuan. It was like looking up at the Cliffs of Dover: straight up, impossible to climb, and fearsome to complete.

Then as I looked at the idea of my novel, a 1930′s historical fiction mystery set in New York City, I made a deadly choice: I compared how others write, to how I should write. Most of the mystery authors I love to read create an outline from beginning to end before they begin. So I tried that – and failed miserably. I had characters, I had a general sweep of where I wanted to go… but an outline was a virtual impossibility.

Finally, after a lot of frustration, I found some inspiration. I went to a book signing by one my favorite authors, perhaps one of the most creative people I’ve ever met: Jasper Fforde. He said that he often “just wrote” because he liked to see where his writing would take him. And he frequently used what he termed as “off-ramps.” Events or actions thrown in here and there – completely unrelated to the current storyline – that he may or may not choose to use at some other time in one book or another. I loved that. I loved the idea of letting characters and situations develop as I crafted them, seeing where possibilities could take me. Click to read further.

-L.A. Chandlar

Laurie is a longtime member of IAM, wife, mother of two, and lay ministry leader. And she still finds time to write! Please visit Laurie's website for more of her musings.